(Drafted some time in June, I think. Enjoy heheh)
Hello, assalammualaikum.
It’s a nice Sunday today, and baru pukul 1 tengahhari. Yay
to waking up early!
So, you see, I’m still having my midyear exams. The thing
that I want to talk about is… Do you guys know about depression? Being
depressed is totally different from being stressed. They are two different
things, but both regarding feelings.
During my English exam the other day, there was this section
where it puts a passage/story about a depressed person. A girl, to be exact. It
goes on like;
That girl has the urge to cry out of the blue. She tried telling people but she couldn’t. She was sensitive; she began to have negative thoughts. She gets offended at every little thing there is. Her friends care for her and yet she couldn’t bring herself to tell anything. It all started when she was a teenager and eventually she wanted to end her life when she was 20 something, but she didn’t really do it because… Her little sister suffered the same problem. She said the main cause was because of her family problems… So in the end she decided to help her little sister, and both wanted to live a better life.
And wanna know what I think?
“Hey…. This is like… me,
most of it.”
And I guess… Maybe it’s just a wild guess, but I may be suffering depression problems as
well. But I’m at early stages of it, so most of the time I’m okay. But I always
feel a slump. A freaking slump, where I don’t wanna do anything or care for
anyone anymore. I just don’t want to.
Is there a way to fix this problem? Of course there is.
Apparently it won’t take just a little hug to fix it. I wrote about how to be
happy when I get depressed myself. Heh, what’s new right? But I’m still fine.
Not to the point of thinking of suicide I guess.
My wish is; to be happy. That is all I ask for.
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