it's neither this or that

Hai. Assalammualaikum. It's been a longggggggggggg while, hasn't it? Nice to see you guys again.

Ha, it's D-3 people. I seriously don't know what to expect. Baru je beberapa hari lepas, aku taknak ambik kisah sangat. Tapi bila fikir balik, ya Allah, Khamis ni je. And sejak cuti sekolah aku asyik tak boleh tidur je. If you actually know me in real life, you'll know that I'm the type of person who barely live with stress, because I don't think I actually give a fuck about anything. Tapi rasanya penangan PMR ni besar sangat lol, sampai aku risau ke tahap masa tidur pun haih. Tidur itu penting, sebab aku nak membesar hahaha. Apa pun, aku doakan kejayaan untuk diri aku sendiri dan kawan-kawan aku. May Allah bless us with success ^^

Talk about life... Everything's been fine. Well, I think somehow I get through it okay. Almost everything annoys me nowadays tbh. I'm so grateful to be interested in kpop. Like, music is the only escape we could go to, aight? And since I'm a freaking BBC now, heh, I'm telling you, those badass hep hap songs are da bomb. I feel so motivated listening to Zico's songs. Block B had been through a LOT, and they're still together.. and yeah if you're not interested, I'll end it here then haha.

Honestly, I'm still trying to motivate myself to prepare for next year. Heh, unbelievable. Nahh, I don't care if form 4 nanti honeymoon year or not. Semua sama je kan. We still go to school, have to study useful shits and score in exams. I'll just have to endure it a bit more. I'll get through it, inysaAllah, with the help and love from my loved ones. Talk about love ones, tak boleh bayangkan nanti #GengTengah kena pisah sebab pindah sekolah... We would still be best friends for sure, tapi memang akan rasa kosong nanti. What to do. Aku pun nak try apply jugak sekolah lain but heh, my family needs me by their side. I don't know if it's a good thing or not.

Oh and lol, I wasn't planning to type this out but blog ni dah nak dekat 4 tahun, and followers aku 60 je, and Tumblr aku yang dah 3 tahun tu cuma ada 90 followers je lol. What went wrong? Tak, ni bukan nak minta simpati, aku cuma meluahkan perasaan~ Nampak macam tak bersyukur ke? Okay maap u_u

Whatever it is, I'm grateful for my life now. Alhamdulillah. I've set my life goals, and it's never too early to set yours, too ;) 

I think that's all hahaha entah ada orang nak baca ke tak (lol cliche). Anyway thanks sebab baca sampai sini hehehe see ya guys next year! Or maybe sometime soon i dont know hehehe bye~