Disturbance.


Hi there. Dah lama gila tak update kan. Is there any readers here?

My last post was on 14th December. Not that I care. I think I'll just say it. Uhmm you bloggers can just unfollow this blog if you want. I won't be updating anymore I guess. Just once every two or three months. When I feel like it.

Okay, why was I here again? Oh yeah, disturbance. Well, not because of school and stuff. Tbh I'm still on my first exams for this year, but that doesn't really stressed me as much. I dunno why am I so lazy this year though. But yknow. My heart hurts, like a LOT. I shouldn't be telling anything here, so I won't tell why this happened or why exactly I'm feeling like this. Besides, tak baik cakap buruk pasal orang kan.

Uhm, I think I have no problems with my classmates. They are all wonderful people with crazy attitudes. It was really fun in my class this year I guess. But the fact that I have to sit far from my twin hurts yknow. Srsly I have to sit beside a guy...... ok. I'm sad at night but I'm happy at school the next morning because of these wonderful people. I wasn't faking my smile or anything. Really.

The only problem I have is with my internet friends. Why am I even like this tho WHY. As you all know I'm always on Twitter. And when I mention people, they'll reply right? Idk if something's wrong with my twitter or anything idk man sometimes people just doesnt reply my mentions im hurt.

Annndddd, how do you feel when the person you used to be sooooooo freaking close with, get close to another person? I'm talking about friendship here, people. Just as I thought I found someone who could stay with me forever even on the internet, the person would eventually leave me or ignore me or not talk to me. Seriously man, it hurts. I even cried because of this. I'm not the type who'll easily cry yknow, I havent cried for months.

I know some people would think that I'm seeking attention or something. Ayyyyyy watch your mouths, bishes. Every one of us is an attention seeker, in one way or another. Whether you realize it or not.

But I think I'm starting to get over this. I dunno if this person knows that I'm talking about her..... I hope you don't hate me after this or anything. I can see that you're ignoring me right now though. It's okay. I already apologized to you right................ Sorry if I'm a disturbance to you or anything. I'll pray so that you'll be happy in the future even without me :)

That's all for today people. Bye bye.




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